You been covering up the pain
Tell me what is on your brain
Been staring at the same 4 walls
And the paint
Thinking on my life
Thinking what is gon’ change
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fuckin think
You been covering up the pain
Tell me what is on your brain
Been staring at the same 4 walls
And the paint
Thinking on my life
Thinking what is gon’ change
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fuckin think
I been feelin’ a lil strange
Had been peeping all the game
They don't know just where I came from
Same claim they from the belly of the basement
Yeah peep the competition I'll erase em
Call me blunt when I roll up
I’ma face em, face it
Say they love you then they go replace it
Do the math too much bullshit gon’ equal fake shit
Dirty hands behind yo back
I peeped yo apron
Say somethin’ niggas think I’m steady racing
Against them, sitcom ass niggas
Betta go and find your median
Go plant seeds again
Too many weeds
Can barely breathe
Sprouting thru yo head, thru your garden bed
Is your garnish gone or tarnished
Are you really ready for the harvest
I see they starving
No begging for no pardons
Should I soften up or harden
Thoughts upon an artist going thru my head
Niggas steady worried bout my wrongs instead
I been tryna fuckin’ flourish hanging by a dread
Had to build up all this courage
Just so I could break a leg
Come correct
Niggas wanna judge you wanna you shoot ya dead
Looking at flaws
But I look at life with no regrets
Come and take a look up in my eyes
Cause pain will make you change
And try to be the bigger guy
So stay up in yo lane I'm tryna reach the other side
Of the line
Connected by some lessons hope my blessings intertwine
See I can't sell my soul just to see them dolla signs
Bitches turning cold
Egos show it's a crime
See I been tryna reach the gold
When it cross my mind
Flexing thru depression
hope to shake it off this time
Fuck being sad I gotta get in my bag, yeah
Lay off the sacks, I gotta plan an attack, yeah
Fuck being sad I gotta get in my bag, yeah
Lay off the sacks

You been covering up the pain
Tell me what is on your brain
Been staring at the same 4 walls
and the paint
Thinking on my life
Thinking what is gon’ change
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fuckin think
You been covering up the pain
Tell me what is on your brain
Been staring at the same 4 walls
and the paint
Thinking on my life
Thinking what is gon’ change
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fuckin think
You been covering up the pain
Tell me what is on your brain
Been staring at the same 4 walls
and the paint
Thinking on my life
Thinking what is gon’ change
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fuckin think
You been covering up the pain
Tell me what is on your brain
Been staring at the same 4 walls
and the paint
Thinking on my life
Thinking what is gon’ change
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fuckin think
I done hit a couple bottoms for this glow up
Been numbing up, can't feel no pain
Can't show em no love
The camouflage gone fade away when people show up
Yeah I thought I told ya
Niggas talkin’ like they know ya
See, I done hit a couple bottoms for this glow up
Been numbing up, can't feel no pain
Can't show em no love
The camouflage gone fade away when people show up
Yeah I thought I told ya
Niggas talkin’ like they know ya
that's an act we call em poseurs

Wanna take me for my soul
Wanna take me for my story but can’t walk up in my soles
Mileage on this road a couple bandages to tow
Is ya tending to yo garden so the green will start to grow
Caught em scheming breaking bread we barely even
Unless he got reason
Conversations barely breathin
Think I got the antidote
With the smoke, i’m tryna cope
Thinking bout that hanging rope
Motivation’s hanging low but you ain't tryna feel it tho
Bittersweet coated, a little rotten i’m toting
Options seem a lil’ open but I keep rolling like bowling
I got these dreams that I'm scoping
I just gotta stay focused
I just gotta keep hoping
This the path that is chosen but shit is killing me
To feel this type of bittersweet so man I hope they feeling me
while releasing this energy, Releasing to feel relief
I hope you can feel the beat
I Can’t be afraid to eat
I Can’t be afraid to face
Your demons teaming on on your greater days
I can’t be a slave
Although these thoughts surround me oceans like a tidal wave
I’m 26, I thought I’d neva be the one to say
Look what I gave
And now I'm tryna be the one to save
Hear what I say
I said nah, I can’t be a slave
Although these thoughts surround me oceans like a tidal wave
I’m 26, I thought I’d neva be the one to say
Look what I gave
And now I'm tryna be the one to save

You been covering up the pain
Tell me what is on your brain
Been staring at the same 4 walls
and the paint
Thinking on my life
Thinking what is gon’ change
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fuckin think
You been covering up the pain
Tell me what is on your brain
Been staring at the same 4 walls
and the paint
Thinking on my life
Thinking what is gon’ change
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fuckin think
You been covering up the pain
Tell me what is on your brain
Been staring at the same 4 walls
and the paint
Thinking on my life
Thinking what is gon’ change
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fuckin think
You been covering up the pain
Tell me what is on your brain
Been staring at the same 4 walls
and the paint
Thinking on my life
Thinking what is gon’ change
I don't wanna feel
I don't wanna fuckin think